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Crown of Ashes and Desire Signed Special Edition Hardback
Crown of Ashes and Desire Signed Special Edition Hardback
She was born from love. He chose darkness over their bond.
Ada is the daughter of Love itself. Hakan is the most powerful shadow lord in the kingdom—and the man who destroyed their future when he accepted demon magic.
Once childhood sweethearts, they shared a rare soul-tether that should have bound them forever. Instead, Hakan’s darkness corrupted their connection and left Ada shattered by heartbreak.
He never discovered the secret she kept from him.
Their daughter, Maya.
Five years later, Ada is preparing to marry another man when Hakan interrupts the wedding and executes her groom, exposing him as a harvester of children’s souls.
Then Hakan forces Ada into a marriage of his own.
His powers are fading, and he needs Ada’s divine essence to maintain them. But as court intrigue deepens, Ada is kidnapped by an auction house, and the pair secretly visit the daughter Hakan never knew existed, the hatred between them begins to fracture.
The love they buried may still be alive—but so are the shadows that destroyed them.
Crown of Ashes and Desire is a dark fantasy romance filled with Turkish mythology, dangerous magic, devastating secrets and a love powerful enough to destroy an entire kingdom.
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